Security/Systems

Well, I am selling out and getting a security system since Brian is traveling so much. I am not very happy about the idea of it, but understand that it is probably not a bad idea in terms of personal safety. I think a preoccupation with personal safety is a bad idea, but not one that I have been able to avoid.

Mostly I am unhappy about supporting a business that sells a product based on protecting material possessions. Unfortunately, we live in an economic system where spending money is often an effective way to show personal values. In capitalism, sometimes it feels like the most you can do is support the businesses you want to prosper and try to avoid those you feel are harmful. It makes money powerful, which is problematic at the least. It is why we spend $3 for half a gallon of local milk (which of course a lot of people can't do). It is also why we left our old church en masse when they said that raising enough money for a building extension would show it is God's will. When money shows power (or a vote), the poor are powerless (or voiceless). So I am uncomfortable spending money in the same way as someone living in a gated community trying to keep poor people from stealing their tv.

However, I also want to communicate freely with my neighbors but don't open the door when people come over and I am alone. I understand that these contradictions are a part of me living in this neighborhood and I am trying to come to terms with them. I also respect that my family has been incredibly understanding about our lifestyle choices and that getting a security system would give them some peace of mind. And honestly, it will give me some peace of mind, too, (until it accidentally goes off in the middle of the night when our street cats jump on our windows).